RegREt!!!

bnda da lepas, baru aku nk menyesal.. hmmmm... 2la... kali ni penangannye memg perit giler.. aku pn smpai saket kpale... sgt saket.. even aku pn kecewa sgt2....inikn ibubapa aku... aduhai....hopefuly nant aku nk wat azam baru... korunk mesti pelikan nape aku ckp mcm ni??? hahaha... biala, one day korunk tau la... just dlm blog ni aku nk lepaskn perasaan aku... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

cHanGe My Mind...

no more gurL, no mOre Loves.. as simple as that..
adios

D

aku dah adict kot.. evryday i kp thnking..
smbdy plz tel me wut hapen 2 me....

hOrribLE daY!!!!!!!!

i dont knw where 2 begin, bt i just can say i got bad feeling. Started when im finsh my job as a cashier..short-rm4.11... damn!!after that at my grandma house, which hard 2 explain.. huh...
after that im went 2 my aunty house... i got headache and then my cousins tell me smtg and it is also hard to explain, but it's suck.. anyway, its the end 4 da 1st day.. tomorow, hapen again.. which i park my car in front of my cousins house..after half an hour, i saw my car crash one the gate of one of the neighbour..oh my god!!!! i dnt realise.. after that me ilam n ayie, went to workshop, to fix the bumper.. n today.... again, motorcycle crash my car bumper again.. i cant blame the motorcyclist coz, its my fault.. anyway, my heart turn misrble.. if anythng will happen again, i hope, never involve the car.. just me.. plz.... im so down......

'D'

a nIckname of a person..
i cant descrbe the way i fl about her, but i can say dat there r smtink special about her.
shes sweet, cool, unpredictable, hard 2 understand, n +++
people said, if we want smtink dat we love damn much, damn dnt gve up 2 get it, n dnt evEr regret if we losin it.. "n i begin 2 like her.."

P.D !!!

me, mael, keng, arra, mus n lana..

kteorunk g p.d ri2..

sje jaln2.. hehehe..

seronk... memg best la.. smpai je p.d kteorunk pusng2.. n then kt tluk kemang kteorunk stop n mand mande..memg syok.. lame gler da xmand laut..after mand, hujan.. kteorunk pn dcde la g makn lu..

after hujan benti, nda hbs makn, perjalanan dteruskn..

aku ngn mael tdo lu.. sbb penat.. hehehe.. n then yg laen2 mengangu suh bwk g jaln2..yela, aku je yg tau jaln p.d 2..

yg laen lnsg xtau.. huhu..

mlm 2 bwk la dorunk g makn dpan batu4.. rasenye la.. after dat kteorunk lepak kt tpi pntai.. masng2 bwk hala tuju masng2 tyme 2..

Lanna-melepaskn sesuatu dgn besndrian.

keNg n MaeL- berdua-duaan,bergurau senda n macm2 g la..

arra n mus- meluahkn perasaan masng2..agknye la.hahaha..dorunk npk mesra la..

aku- mlihat gelagat mereka, termenung, dgar lagu smbl ambil udara tepi laut. yela nk wt mcm ne.. single!!!..

n then blek n tdo.. aku tdo lmbt mlm 2..

keesoknnye, pg 2 kteorunk g mand kt tluk kemang.. mle2 g bkfst, after dat la g mand.. mle2 mls nk mand, tp beruk 5 ekor 2 beiye2 ajak mand gak.. mand je la..hahahaha.. pas2 besiap2 pulang.. rase sdh je nk tngalkn p.d tym 2..

hahaha..

neway bkumpul blek kt terminal1..

after anta keng nek bus blek j.b, suma pn besurai smbil membawa kenangan n penat.. hahahaha.

-memg Best..-

trip 2 BekuK

yeah..
trip 2 bekuk.. around 20++ guys.. memg seronk.. sumanye bdk elektrik section1,2,3..
memg sernk..act it's the same plce where i'd jpa camp..huhu.. pe lg, kteorunk sesi terjun menerjun la..aku drve kete adha tyme pegi n also blek..newy memg enjoy gle... otw nk blek payung n nizam accident,, kcian dorunk. huhu..nk ckp pe g eh...
xtau..heheh..
k bye

????

huhu.. xtau nk ltak tajol ape.. neway sebelum aku nk tlis blog ni, sedekahkn Al-Fatihah kt Allahyarham Tengku Andri.. He was my math eng lecture. He died because of heart attack.. Anyway he was a good n very kind lect.. Tegku Andri- 8 Nov 2008 in our memories from sect 3 FKEE..

Ok.. n nw aku xtau nk cte ape.. da lme xbkak blog.. n bce my bestfren pnye blog, rupenye da mcm2 blaku.. aku je tataw.. hehehe.. neway last paper 18th nov.. Hope 4 da last, i wat to try my very bet in dat paper.. dis sem i'm 2 much play aroung.. dnt take my stdy seriously.. n nw im so regret.. eventhough i'd try my very best in the exam. Hope 4 smtink miracle from The God..

Math- memg sush ya amat
Titas- Bease je sbb objektif
eLec Theory- i do my best
matErial Science- Coming soon..

hehe..sem break da dkat.. nk keje.. hehe.. k la.. smbg len kali.. bye2..

eXaM!! huh....

hehehe.. nk tau knpe aku mengeluH??, exam kali ni memg memenatkn minda..salah aku gak.. malas.. lpas aku post blog ni nk g stdy teori elektrik.. nk stdy.. huhu.. math ari2 memg wat aku gle btol.. TeNsYen!!!!!!!!.. kpd yg membce blog ni, doakn aku eh.. nk stdy blaja pndai2..
wah..
n tamaw maen2 la.. siyes menyesal..haih... wuts wrng wif myself.. trok btol... hope i will go through this week as fast as it can.. hehehe.. korunk yg tgah exam wat btol2 eh...huhuhu

peoples around

hahaha..
byk bnda berlaku kt sekeliling aku ni.. mcm2 la.. hope evrythngs will be clear after this. xpyh nk mcm ni lg.. maseng2 da bsar n should think da best 4 urself. hdup memg mcm 2.. hari tidak selalunye cerah. 4 nw mseng2 ad final.. jom kte wat final dlu eh.. yuhuu.. aku lak mcm epy sbb lect math aku yg baek hati, dh tmbh carry mark aku.. walopn xbyk mane, tp sgt membantu aku.. thanx to him.. his really nice lect even smtime xpham ape dia ajar.. hahaha.. 2 jela 4 nw pejalnan idup aku until nw.. mcm2 berlaku.. n aku pn dah kembali neutral.. heheh.. sblm ni p.h darh aku agk tingi.. hehehe.. hope final will end fast.. ok later.. bye2...

KaMi

we meet thousand people every hours, but there's no one like you, we heard from a thousand peoples every minutes, but no one say it just like you, we talked a thousand peoples every seconds, but no one hear wuts ur thought just like you,, no matter how many persons dat come 2 our life, we will never find a replacement 4 our beloved PaPa.. let da tyme pass us by, but you will never be replaced..

alkisah 2 jejaka dan 4 dara, yg dr ujong selatan hingga ke utara, demi mencari erti sebenar sebuah kehidupan makna kasih sayang, mereka berjumpa, bergembira, bersama2, berduka, bergurau senda, hingga ke akhir hayat yg ada, setiap orng mempunyai pandangan yg berbeza, pilihan yg berlainan, keingnan yg same tapi mereka utuh pada 1 nama yg sama

thIs is whaT we Are....

huRts n Hurting..

ye aku da hurt some1..
n ye gak aku hurt ble da jd mcm 2.. people said what goes around comes around..cm cebuy tol..
aku xtau npe ngn aku..dis week evrythng goes wrong..agaknye memg horoscope aku nyatakn yg aku akn alami week yg trok agknye..aku xbmksd nk hurt.. aduhai...PLZ...... aku min Mf sgt...
ats diri aku yg mcm ni...sorry 4 evrythng.... its hurt me.... aku xnk kehilngn sesiape... fuckn damn wif myself...

soRRy..

kpade suma.. sorry sgt.. jusk nk tme untuk bersendrian... aku pening... g pn da nk fnal ni.. kne la minx mf gk kn.. korunk suma pn da besar.. xleh la bgantung sgt kt aku.. just bese2 kn la.. ok.. mean smday t aku xkn mcm ni da.. myb xkn ngn korunk.. n korunk pn kalo aku xbls msg 2 jgn la amik hati.. .. keng, dlu aku msg ko jeh kn.. skunk pa pn da btmbh ank2.. huhu.. 2la..sush nk bahagi ksh syg ni.. hahahahahaha.. neway still luf u all... n 2 suma yg nk final gudluck k.. do your best.. make urself pround.. 2 ara yg xda final, jage avon elok2 n temankn la budak cumel 2.. hehehehe..smday ko akn cntinue stdy.. dunt worry...orite.. keep in touch bebeh.. syg korunk suma.. bye..

KaMi the GiG at BkT Jalil.

haha.. pg 2 grak ngn mus n sam smpai pudu.. after taht kteorunk bepecah.. aku ngn mus g mid dlu.. nk jmpe ank2 aku 2.. hahaha.. n dorunk mle wat hal, lg2 kt keng n lanna, mael, n adha.. bengang tol.. pnye lame aku ngn mus tngu dorunk dkat 1/2 jam lbh kot.. hangin aku.. heheh.. n ble da jmpe aku wat xlyn.. xpesal2 ara pn amik ht ngn aku, sbnrnye ea xtelibat pn.. n the yeye ajak aku g makn.. aku dah knyang.. tp aku ikot je la, aku kn baek.. follow dorunk n lepak kt kdai ape tah.. rupe2nye dorunk wat suprise kt aku.. yela bufday aku yg lpas.. engtkn dorunk da lpe rupenye xx. SAYANG gak dorunk kt aku.. tp masing2 knyang.. sian kek yg sdap 2 xhbs.. aku dpt kad n key chain,.. dua2 sweet gle.. aku amat ske.. thank you soo much.. 2jela adiah yg aku dpt sempena bufday.. after that begegas ke b.j.. smpai2 couple da lpas.. pergh aku memg kcewa yg teramat sgt.. sedih wey..bt at least ad gak pengubat, dat evning 2 laila's lounge pe4m.. lgu last, mawar khayalan.. memg gempak n lyn gle..ske sgt... pas2 ad kugiran malaya yg agak best gak, 7colar tshirt pn best.. Malam 2 lak memg gmpak gler ar.. xpyh ckp.. Pop Shuvit Best gle... n then ad sa2 group tp xtau, tp lyn gak.. aku menari ngn lanna, keng, n anty. hehehe.. after that, one buckshort memg lyn..and bittersweet tlampau byk lgu.. papepn, capital e, burn berlin down n kucing hitam memg xmenghapakn..memg indie hbs.. the times xtgk sbb kteorunk rhat.. bt ble meet uncle hsn pe4m, trus dgn ljunye kteorunk msuk blek.. kerje, halusinasi, pari2 n lgu untukmu.. suma gmpak..m.u.h memg terbaek.. after that, legend lak pe4m.. butterfinger.. royal jelly n chemistry memg best. huh... lg2 tyme chemistry...memg lyn.. lastly oag.. mle2 engt xpe4m, tp radhi pujok orunk 2 n dpt pe4m gak 1song.. 60's tv meemg paling gmpak mlm 2... croud melompat2 n memg oag siyes terbaek.. huhuuh. salute oag... conclusionye. gig kami memg sangat best...

"15th Oct"

hahaha.. my very special day..
11.85 p.m be4 15oct, da 1st is my dear Lanna. and then my classmates Sam, after that, adha n mus.. at 12 a.m, my cyunk ara, and the ad lg la.. byk. hehehe.. my lufly keng lak just anta msg je.. act dat day ad knflik ngn ea.. nseb bek la maxis bg kol free,aku kol la ea mlm 2..
hehehe... act rmai yg wish, mlm 2, ain, bob, una,muni, muthi, mael,zureen, adek, mumy keng n ramai lg la.. 2je yg aku engat.. hehe.. newy thanx sgt2x sbb ingt.. act kali ni yg paleng ra=mai wish.. so tharu sgt.. dat day aku just enjoy, even ad test bt still leh epy n xtensyen. heheh..dat nite g karoke lpskn perasaan..memg lege.. and at my bufday, my family including my nenek n also antinor g makn kt luar.. act celebrate hr jdi fadhilah n wan( nenek aku).. hish, da la g makn tym hr jd aku.. xadil tol..huuu.. bt stil aku ta kesah sgt.. sbb aku epy ari2.. n nw im 19th.. hehehe

CamPing JPA.

camping 2 2hari.. mle2 aku xnk g, sbb 2 hari je,,
n dlm fkrn ku,cmpg 2 sgt bosan yela sbab 2 hari je kn.. huhu.n 1st plan nk g tgk gig kt c.m ngn ara n yg laen, tp nk wat mcm ne, others 2 bz.. masing2 ad hal2 sndr, mael kne handle event, keng kne g klia, lana also g klia sbab dorunk nk anta skulmate dorunk, n anty lak, xhbs2 dgn afif.. haha.. after all i decided to cncel 4 da gig n go to the camping.. w.t.h, newya strdy grak dr uthmnsmpai kt bekuk(name tmpt 2) around 10 sumtink.. wahh.... aer terjun 2 sunguh menarik, n aku sunguh truja..
haha..1st actvt, tracking..
gempak beb, mle2 ok g, after that, weather not very good.. dlm hutn 2 da glap.. memg seram. after that hujan.. agk takot gak, sb xpnah track tnpa trainer dlm hujan.. neway me n my group cntinue,, mcm2 kteorunk lalui.. especially yg gurl, amat takot dgn mr.pacat..
hehhe..during the tracking, i lost my spectacle.. jatoh dlm air yg deras.sedih.. n then ble da smpai camp site, bju n sluar suma bsh sbb tent roboh..hahaha..malapetake btol. haha..2 mrw lak ad simulasi.. aku jd mangsa.. haha.. sernk, sbb aku diangkat oleh wanita.. hahaha.. cian gak dorunk kne angkat aku.. hehe..neway, aku xpat cte pnjg lebar, sbb kesuntukn mase,.. neway conclusionye campin ni best sgt2x... dpt knal gurl lak 2.. comel2..hehehe.. thanx 2 jpa uthm 2008/2009..u all rowx

mY Bad Day

7th of oct was my bad day..
such a nitemare..
huuhu.. be4 dat day i got the feeling that smtg terrible wil hapen..
huhu.
neway, mulenye hari malang ni ble kne bngun awl g kelas, pkul 7 aku dah bgun.
after that g klas la.., tp suma mcm blur.. blek kelas i took a nap. at that nite kua g maen snuker..
bermule dr si2, aku dh mcm bodo..
maen pn xbtol.. nseb bek menang, even maen truk.
after that otw blek u, aku nk singgah kdai top up, tp 2top..
nk u turn.., tyme nk u turn 2 aku telangar ad moto tepi jalan, ni dsbabkn ikot ckp edi yg bodo 2..after lngar, ttorunk trus grak mcm gle. hahaha..lju trus..nseb bek mto je. moto 2 just tumbang.
darh gmuruh gak.. slamt tiba gak di kolej aku.. at the sme time, ad perslisihan pham ngn membe baek aku.. haih, mcm2....memg agak tensyen gak dat nite.. asgnment byk la 2.. aku tdo pkul 5 dsbabkn suma ni.. haih...
"hdup ni memg palat, tp esok masih ad"

break Is oVer.

huhu..very sad..
yela, hr ahd da lne blek UTHM...my universiti..
nk wt mcm ne, stil blaja g, kne la truskn perjuangn ku yg blum selesai.. neway getting happy gak sbb mish kt membe2 aku kt sne.. lg2 geng ketupat..
hhahaha..
jen,bed,kudin, joy, rogay, peah n bib..
huhu.
dorunk ni gle2 ckit..n then my classmates -electrical 1st year section 3..huu. you all rowk..
n also my roomate, arip, joe n wan..
kpd korunk suma, Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri, Maaf Zahir Dn Batin..c you al....

RAyA..

1st RaYe:

1stly g umah nenk aku kt tman marida..g smbhyg raye.. blek smbhyg raye mkn2 lak..

mkn lemang, lempeng, rOti jale, renDang..

pergh sodap... nikmat pagi raye.. aftr dat slam2 slaman..

dpt duit raye!!! sernk gler... yela xkeje lg kn.. hehehe..pas2 amik gmbr lak..thun ni aku rmbut bru, stylo la ckit..(perasan tol)..after that g umh nenk blah mak aku lak kt tman guru..

kt sne rmai kazen aku..memg meriah gler..

thun ne rmai gle pkai hjau ngn kuning. Memg kne la ngn bju aku warne kuning..hehehe..

mcm bese pas salam amik gmbr n duit raye.. duit raye lg.. hehehe...

after lpas 2, aku ngn ayie n ilam dua kzen rapt aku pegi buat rutin harian kteorunk..

hehehe..

ada la... wajib buat.. after da hbs suma aku kuar ngn epak, membe baek aku..

kteorung g jusco s2 tgk wayng. cte eagle eye.. yg gempak 2 kteorunk lngkap berbju mlayu.

memh market n stylo.. tp memg berbaloi tgk eagle eye..hehehe..stylo...

think 2jela rutin 1st raye aku..

memg SERONOK!!!!!

1st Story

To My b.f.f....
love n live never enD.
all the happiness and sOrrow,alReady deeply in my heart..
aRRa,Keng, Lanna, Anty or MAma, n maeL(keng punye)....
all 5 of u reay deeply in my heart, n there are no words can describe
how special u all in my life..

aRra,
just cntinue ur journey..
even we will not see each other for a long tyme, I will Missing u eVery seconds and minutes untill we meet gain. Be a strong gurl, never give up and trust urself.. Dont ever remember about the past, there's a lot of things that u need to deal in future.. hwever, i alwaz there 4 u dear. syg ko ara..lastly just wanna say sorry for all da bad n wrong things i did to you..iF i hurt u soo much, it is hurt me back thousand tyme more..thanx arra..
loVe you..

KeNg,
mael scandal.hehehe..
mY very2 comel shyg, there's a lot of changes happen around u rite nw. Learn hw 2 deal and dnt ever give up in ur life. U r getting more mature, even ther's still childish, kep it like that k.. be urself, n enjoying each seconds in ur life.. all da best wuut u wish for.. Dnt ever scared to start a reltionship.. u r damn preety nw, trust me.. pa alwaz there 4 u. All da best in ur study dear. Take care..

Anty,
My preety gurl here, alwaz have a great shoes for me to eat..hehe.. Even we r not to close, you still a special person in my life.. Dnt ever regret wut you have done in past. I knw u such a strong gurlz than the others. U knw hw 2 deal in things ur life, so manage ur life properly. Keep smiling dear, u hv a such a wonderful smile. You may melt all of guys out there..hehe .Your smiles speak thousand words. Keep in touch k. Take a look the others gurl k.. u more mature than the others. gud luck in ur studies, n hope 4 da beter future..

LaNna,
mY litle gurl here, u have a strong heart gurl.. Even u look small, u have a big heart. Dont let anybody underestimate u by looking 2 ur size. U dnt need guys to survive.
Dnt let 1guys ruin ur heart. There's thousand guys out there more better than wut ur wish for now.. Trust me.. There's a lot things we need to deal other than searchng 4 love.. rite?? Keep in touch k..Best of luck in ur studies also ur future..Thanks 4 being nice wif me lanna.

MaeL,
hehehe..
keng scandal..bro, u wanna know wut, all guys that i have met, u r da most kind n nice guys.
There's few guys like u out there.. u dont smke, even u still hangin out wif othr guys and u suprise me when u said that u dnt knw hw 2 play cards..hehe.. Neway be urself bro.. tk a look for my lil daughtr, keng.ok?? hehehe.. al da best in ur studies and also in ur future life.
U will being a sucessful person, someday.
trust me..


5 of them was da most important persons in my life other than my family.
All of u big enough to manage uwn life.. Just keep in touch each other k.. I love 5 of u wif all my heart.. If any bad things happen to me, i'm not worried for 5 of u. U all knw how to live and stand by ur own feet..
I wish all da best for 5 of u in life k..
I LoVe you all daMn very Much..


-papa-